dasal

i pray to thee..not for easy, lackadaisical days...not for a facile toil...a facile victory...
i pray to thee that i may share and gave all that is within me...all that i can ever be...

i pray to thee...please be my guide, be my light...as i begin yet another journey...

i may doubt and be overtaken by fear,
anxiety oveflows like that of a coffee froth,
a deluge of thoughts falls from the skies like an avalanche,

but i will remain steadfast, strong and faithful to your word,

i pray to thee,
please be always at my side,

strengthen my spirit,
strengthen my mind,
my body,
that i may inspire...
and ignite a sparkle in other people's lives...

choose

i choose my thoughts...
i choose how i feel...
i choose what i feel...
i choose to look everything in perspective...in all angles...in all corners...in all edges...

i choose to look away from mistrust,
insecurities,
obscureness,
i choose to fight my demons,
battle them with faith, love, humility, kindness, compassion, benevolence and hope,

i choose to fight my doubts,

i choose to trust myself.