elixir

you drank too much
that you forgot about forgetting your past
does the pain still hunt you like ghost
11 years has passed
why do you struggle
why do you fight something that has been long surpassed
why do you carry a knife and strike your self with it

words flowed like river out of your mouth
ravaging waters, the current so strong that you almost drowned
but they pulled you through
he pulled you through

shine a light on her shine a light on me
shine a light on the inside shine a light on the outside

see

i see red, i see blue, i see green, i see white, i see black, i see gray, i see auburn
i see you,
tangible,
close,
near, far
open,
near, far
tomorrow's 24 hours away,
i see you,
i see today...