Friday, July 10, 2009

?

what makes you sad?

  • a gloomy day
  • a blackberry under performing
  • not having your way
  • home... being so far away from home... 2 years... 3 years...5 years...10 years... you need to go home...one day soon...don't you hope soon comes forth like spring...ushering forth re-birth...flowering...blooming...renewing...life in full bloom...coming in full circle
  • not eating taho for almost 2 years now
  • not eating sinigang, lechon paksiw, paksiw na pata... you miss nanay's cooking don't you
  • davao being so far far far far far far far far far far far far away
  • not riding a jeepney...forgetting how fun it was to ride and just ride amidst poverty, despite seeing and living a third-world quality of life...
  • missing home...

Friday, June 19, 2009

gratitude

i only have gratitude in my heart amidst turmoil, amidst challenges, amidst disappointments, amidst failings, i only have gratitude in my heart...

amidst love, amidst faith, amidst joy, amidst glee, amidst triumphs...

maraming maraming maraming salamat...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

happy mada's day!



i hope there was a daughter's and son's day too...to celebrate how wonderful you are...and that you give life meaning and essence...and that you bring so much joy and glee...and that your angels sent from above...and that you bring peace and calmness to a weary mind and tired body...

i hope there was a daughter's and son's day too...to celebrate your life flowing, progressing, ebbing yet flowing and progressing again...

Sunday, April 19, 2009

32

where have you been all this time?

my life has been a wonderful journey of ups and downs, of great strides and hard work, of failure and glory, of love and family. everything used to be a distant dream, a figment of my imagination. literally, it was 9,302 miles away. yes, that far. striving to sail through it and finally reach the mile end is only just the beginning. henry david thoreau once wrote, "i have learned, that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours." he brought the truth and reality to the fore. i believe that we must continually endeavor to seek ourselves in the pursuit of our dreams, look within and constantly have an introspection of things that matters the most.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

whew!

breathe...
slow down...
you'll get there...

Thursday, October 30, 2008

unos

open your heart,
open your mind,
open your eyes,
then, you'll know the answer...

nothing is amiss,
everything that you seek,
everything that you need
is within you and around you...

you need not go far,
you need not walk a mile,
nor barricade you from yourself,
nor create a fortress so high only to collapse on top of you,
sit still in silence...

open your heart,
open your mind,
open your eyes,
love is the answer.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

=)

today,
when i woke up,
i came to a realization,
not to allow myself to be defeated, instead,
i will heed and rise above the challenge...

and leave a good mark before i leave to follow the desires of my heart...
to create, to influence, to become an instigator, an initiator....
to affect, to make better, to represent, to commune, to communicate,
to make happen...

Sunday, September 21, 2008

... =) .... =( .... =)

be happy...
with...
or...
without...

3 holes

self-destruct. self-worth. self-esteem. don't push people away. inadequacy. incompetence. i hate bowling. i loved bowling... right before time was called. let go. brush it off. keep your ground. don't get suck in. expand. expound. explore. surrender & stand apart from your emotions. mirror. what do you see. know you. love you. then, you may begin to love those around you.

Saturday, September 06, 2008

random

i miss home. people in south florida are starting to stack food and gasoline for any untoward event that ike might lash out on the region come monday or tuesday.  it is totally different from what i remember back home.  tropical depression would mean no school, hot, thick and sweet home made champorado, and lots of t.v. and screaming too as we dance under the rain, tapping our feet in a puddle, melodious laughter resonating in the air.  i miss home.  i have a lot of responsibilities and work to do now, a part time job in the downtown area keeps me pre-occupied, keeps me alive.  i feel blessed.  i've been wanting to delve in urban and regional planning.  finally, i was given the chance.  it was sheer luck and perfect timing, i supposed.  i just stepped in the office of the department chair one summer day. told him i'll volunteer and work for free.  please use my gray matter for whatever purpose it might serve you.  i am pinay, willing to serve and give beyond what is ask of me.  free services, sir. free services for me to learn and grow and contribute.  no, we will pay you.  we have a problem.  we need someone to teach planning to college juniors.  are you up for the job?  pretty amazing, huh?  you didn't quite expect it.  you got the job right off the street.  overwhelmed and dizzy from disbelief, i was without any thought for a few seconds.  yes,  i am up for it.  i miss home.  when can i ever taste sinigang or walk to merco's with z, ayn, lexi and sheng to buy selecta's cookies and cream.  went and dined with andrew in several restaurants around the area.  good conversations, you-always-warm my heart company, delicious food (wish you were here guys to share those special and not so special moments too), unfamiliar ambience, great service.  i am blessed.  i couldn't ask for anything more.  i miss home.  i hope soon will come tomorrow.